However, I'm feeling especially excited more than ever that this really and truly is my cycle. Why? Well, because:
1. This is my 6th full acu cycle. A lot of people believe that this is often the "magic cycle". Here's hoping!!!!
2. My body waited until my husband was back in town to ovulate.
3. Later ovulation!!
4. CHASE!!!! What about Chase? Well, lets consider:
4a. If I conceive this cycle it would be within a year of his death. My premonition from about five years ago, before I even imagined TTC would take me down this road.
4b. My due date would be May, May was Chase's birth month (May 5th to be exact)
4c. I will most likely ovulate tomorrow, CD 17! Chase was 17 years old when he passed away.
5. My body has made such great improvement all over!! I really think it's ready for this amazing gift!!
This might sound a little crazy, but I'll take hope wherever I can find it and why not? Why wouldn't this be my cycle???