First off, thank you everyone for your extreme support in my last blog. I was just really upset and a little irrational, mostly I was just very tired and stressed and so I went a little bit nuts. I didn't speak to DH for about 24 hours (this is RARE of me, I'm not really one of "those" girls. DH and I typically solve it, but I can't even describe how exhausted and stressed I was). Anyways, we talked and it's all good. I actually showed him my FF calendar and how it shows even on CD 1 what my estimated "fertile days" are and as I add more data it adjusts it. He likes the calendar and so on CD 1 I will send him the link to it so he can check and know for himself when he can do whatever and when he needs to be on a schedule.
So, anyways, we started BD yesterday and then today I got my +OPK! We decided to go ahead and BD tomorrow and Monday and skip today. Hopefully the timing will work out. I got my +OPK around noon today and this morning (9ish) it was negative, so I know I just started my surge and I can get +OPK for a couple of days, so I'm guessing O is tomorrow or Monday. Anyways, the schedule seems to work well for both of us, so as I temp and check my other signs we will see if it ends up working out or not.
Since today was +OPK, I managed to get to a lab to my E2 drawn. I hope the number comes up real good and then at 7 DPO I will get a progesterone test and see what that tells us. My acu is the one wanting the numbers so he can adjust accordingly. I am so incredibly lucky to have such an awesome acu.
Anyways, while I know in my mind and heart that unprotected sex and O time can equal a baby. My whole heart is pinned on this as "the one". It may be, it may not be. It's definitely been awesome for data gathering. I'm so happy with my CD 3 results and hopefully these will give us answer as well. I'm trying to be more analytical and less emotional because this hurts less and I feel like I can be productive here. I can't force my body to conceive, but I can work on numbers and labs if they don't measure right. I have control over that if that make any sense.
Haunted house tonight, w00t!