Alright, I hesitate to post this because I'm not a fan of having any kind of "false" hope. I don't like believing something or hoping for something that isn't true. I'm honest with myself even if I don't like it. This is why I'm not posting this on BBC, but on my blog instead. I hope any comments I receive are people being honest and not just wishing the best for me.
Let me start with, I'm not actually 100% sure what day I O'd. I went with CD 11 based on body signs and the way I felt. It's possible I O'd CD 12 and FF actually thought I O'd CD 13. I believe I saw my acu on CD 13 (I originally thought it was CD 12, but it was 13) and he told me that I did O and he thought it was CD 12.
So, what's the problem? If I O'd CD 11, AF is due today. If I O'd CD 12, AF is due Monday. If I O'd CD 13, AF is due Tuesday. AF is not here today. My temp isn't even low today. It's actually pretty high for me. I did POAS this morning and, BFN. I am actually pretty sure it's the progesterone my acu gave me. I did shoot him an email asking if I should stop it and let my body get this over with, but he told me not to quit yet and to keep taking it until 15 DPO. Of course, what is 15 DPO? Is it Tuesday or Thursday?
I know there'a chance I could be pregnant, but I honestly and truly don't think so. I am mad there's still some tiny hope in my heart that the HCG just wasn't enough for it to pick up this morning. For the last 4 or 5 days I've had very bad cramps, very typical before AF for me. My boobs are not very sore. There is nothing else noteworthy.
If anyone wants to take a crack at my chart, def go for it. I have no idea how to post the actual pic of my chart, so I will go ahead and post the link to it. Please, no false hope guys.
Oh, my RE date got moved up to Friday, so I'm kinda hoping if this isn't a BFP, that AF comes Tues and then Fri would be 3 DPO and maybe I could start on Femara or something.