Today I am 6 dpiui and I've had a few people now ask me "how I feel". I know people want me to tell them that I feel x symptoms or I am sure I am pregnant, but the truth is I am not. I actually feel absolutely nothing. Usually during my LP I have sore boobs, I am tired, I break out sometimes, cramps, I just have little symptoms that usually start at 1 DPO and then go away around 9 DPO as my temp decreases and then AF comes. My LP is typically 10-12 days with the average being 11 days.
Right now I feel nothing. I did have a bit of cramps at 2 dpiui and 4 dpiui, but really nothing otherwise. No sore boobs, normal energy, face is fine, I feel exactly like I do after AF and before O. This has never happened during my LP before. You must be pregnant then.... Nope, actually, if it wasn't for my temps being above coverline I'd actually question whether or not i really ovulated. If I have to really dig down and think about how I feel I have to admit with all honesty that I feel no real hope this cycle.
I did take drugs this cycle, the clomid and Ovidrel and those affect the body, taht could be why no symptoms. I know for sure ovidrel messes with temps and while mine have gone up, it is not much above the coverline, no that I think any of it matters.
I started testing out my trigger yesterday and there was the slightest line and then today it looked more like an indent line. I'll do one more test tomorrow and then just wait for AF. Since I am 7 dpiui tomorrow I plan on getting my p4 checkd as well. I'm actually very curious because of the lack of symptoms. I had acupuncture yesterday and mentioned it to my acu and he told me he thinks I haven't had "progesterone" symptoms, what I've had is "estrogen symptoms". I looked up estrogen dominance. Recently a friend mentioned it to me as well so I'd been thinking about it and would you know, most of my LP symptoms are not progeterone symptoms, but estrogen symptoms. Hmmmm, interesting.... My acu think the clomid helped balance out my estrogen. He is being hopeful, but I guess it's his job to be.
I guess I'm just really in a "I doubt I'm pregnant mode", but anything could happen. I actually just wish I could stay where I am today and the days not move forward. Today there is hope, there si a chance. As my LP continues on and on, then the real pictures becomes more clear.
I know this isn't much of an update, but since people had been asking me I wanted to do an update rather than post my IUI experience followed by AF is here. I'll post my progesterone results when they come in, I"m guessing Monday.
I can't believe how much support I have and people who truly care and are rooting for my BFP. Thank you so much for those who follow and say prayers and well wishes, whether you post or not. I am so lucky to have people like you in my life, no matter what role you play in it.