So, my husband's SA results are in. I got part of them yesterday and was worried they were too good, meaning there's no reason on his end why I shouldn't be pregnant, giving me less hope that IUI and Clomid will work. However, the full report came in today and now it looks like it's too bad for it to work. I'm feeling discouraged and unsure.
The first test was done on 11/2011
Total Motile: 16.81 mil
Current test, done 1/2013
Total Motile: 183 mil
There was a note under it saying IVF with ICS recommended. I think IUI can help with count, but not really with morph. Deformed is deformed. Now what? Is any of this going to work? Am I just denying the inevitable? I really need to figure out how to pay for IVF, I really am starting to think it might the only way. Just feel super discouraged right now. I honestly wish I could sell a kidney or something, that it was legal to do it, 'cause I really would to pay for this procedure. I want a baby so badly it hurts. It just hurts. I am so sad over this.