I've been testing out my trigger every other day, hoping that if I got a BFP, there would be no confusion. At 7 dpiui I took my last trigger test. I was chatting with someone online who talked me into just testing until my beta and see what happens... I started on 9 dpiui and saw a line exactly like my 7 dpiui. I thought that was odd. I thought, maybe... Yesterday was 10 dpiui and the line was def darker. It was even darker that night. I really couldn't deny what I was pretty sure of. 26 cycles before and ever even an eval, let alone a real line.
This morning's wondfo looks like yesterday mornings, so a little lighter than last night. In a act of bravery I busted out the digital.
Not sure I can deny it at this point. I did tell my husband this morning and he is just so happy and excited. Of course I need to hear it from the doctor and hear the beta number and that it doubled, but still... I think is real!
I want to thank everyone for their support. TTC especially when you have IF is so hard. You have moments of hope, moments of sadness, moments of jealousy. My journey is far from over and there's no guarantees that everything will go well, though, of course I hope. I understand if anyone needs to remove me from their list or ignore me a for a while. I have been there, I might be back there again since I don't know what will happen from here. My beta is Monday, so we'll see how that goes.