Saturday, February 28, 2015

Pretty sure it's over

I'm sorry I haven't been great about commenting on everyone's blogs lately.  I promise I'll catch up soon.

I've been poas since Wed, since I've had a bad feeling and well, it doesn't look good.  I'll keep testing, but I don't see how the line would be any kind of lighter at the point where my HCG should be now.


Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Ultrasound #1

I hope today was only the first of many ultrasounds, but I'm not currently feeling optimistic.  I'll have one more next week and then I'll know where this pregnancy is headed-or not.

I'm 6 weeks 1 day today.  My first ultrasound with Katie was 6 weeks 0 days and I saw a sac, a baby, and a heartbeat.  Couldn't hear the heartbeat, but saw it.  That was Katie.

Today I saw 2 sacs.  One was bigger and empty.  No flutter, nothing that looked like a baby.  Just a ball. The second sac, much smaller and couldn't really see in it.  The nurse said the second sac could be anything from a vanishing twin, to fluid, to maybe a twin that is just early.  No way to know.  The first sac the nurse thinks is just early.

I'm concerned because my BFP was 9 dpiui.  Not that early.  There's a lot online about it still being okay.  I don't know.  I'll know for sure next week.  Hoping, praying, but it's out of my hands.

Thursday, February 12, 2015

Beta #2

This beta almost tripled.  15 dpiui and beta was 686.  My first ultrasound is in 2 weeks on 2/25.

Monday, February 9, 2015

Beta #1

I got my first beta in and it's 239!!  I'm 13 dpiui today.  I was 13 dpiui with Katie's first beta too and that was 114.  My next beta is Wed and then u/s is in two weeks.  I still can't believe I'm really pregnant.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

TTC #2, Medicated IUI cycle #1

It's been a rough week, but it ends well.  At 9 dpiui I saw the line get darker and officially had my BFP.  This morning FRER and digi confirms it.  Beta is Monday.  I can't believe it.  Like, really can't. I had issues come up in this cycle I had cramping post O, which I didn't the first time.  Right now I'm pretty sick.  Like sneezy, slimy, sore throat, bad cold kind of sick, so sipping on my peppermint tea with EOs and hoping I feel better soon.

I really, really appreciate all the support, and of course, as any IFer knows, a BFP is the end of TTC, but the start of pregnancy and loss fears.  I know my history makes this round look very positive and I hope so.