A few people made comments yesterday, including one on my blog, about the higher your hcg goes the lighter your tests become. That you need to dilute your urine with 50% water and then test and you'll see a darker line. Well, I tried it and it seems to be true, which has calmed me down a bit.
The first test is my urine without dilution and the second test is urine with dilution. You can read more here:
I'm still nervous, but feeling a bit better and clearly no more poas. I've just been very upset and scared since Wed. I want this baby so bad. I want everything to be okay. I want to see a heartbeat. I have seen some posts where people had what I had at my u/s and then a week later there was a heartbeat and everything was fine. I just hope that's me. I guess it would be easier if I didn't keep comparing everything to my first pregnancy. I do know that things don't vary very much at first.
Thank you everyone who's been supporting me and encouraging me throughout all of this.