For those who don't know I'm a Board Certified Behavior Analyst and work as a Behavior Specialist for a nearby district. I'm working summer school part-time on Tues/Thurs for extra money for medical bills and stuff. I start today, this afternoon we're setting up classrooms. This morning I'm taking Kate to the library for Toddler Time.
I'm having major anxiety about going back to work. Weirdly being at home makes me feel like I'm closer to the twins. I guess more like I'm home with them, even though I know this makes 0 sense. But now I feel like I'm leaving them and that's hard for me. I'm using essential oils to help calm me down and it's working some. I hope it goes well. I feel like I'm on the brink of a mental freakout over it.