Anyways, let me share some pics.
I'm doing better today. I was able to concentrate at work more and feel more like my old self, at least as far as work performance goes. I'm also coming on the one month since the loss. I'm thinking of ways to honor them and right now the thin that comes to mind is a random act of kindness. Doing something on Thursday in Emma's memory and then Friday in Chase's. Not sure yet, but hopefully the right thing will strike me. I think I'm going to do a RAK on the month anniversary during the whole first year. I'd love any ideas anyone has.