I debated even posting this because I honestly don't think many care. I'm debating deleting/stopping my blog anyways. In general I just feel alone right now, which is fine, it just is what it is.
Anyhows... I'm CD 4 today, starting my Femara yesterday. Saturday I'll start Menopur and Gonal F 75 iu each and follie scan is Monday, CD 8 and then we'll go from there.
I'm feeling mostly blank. I have no control over anything. No control over if this works or doesn't work. If it does work, no control if a live child is born. I'm just numb and going through the motions right now.