Monday, September 28, 2015
Back to work
Today is my first day back to work. I'm physically feeling a lot better than I was a week ago and for sure even when I came home from the hospital, but I'm still sore and still recovering, and now, thanks to antibiotics, dealing with a yeast infection as well. But the physical pain is lessening and while it's good, it also means the emotional pain is increasing since I don't have the physical to focus on. I'm not going to go into my emotional pain very much, because what's the point? It seems to be causing more bad things for me than good things for me to talk about it. I hurt. I hurt bad. I don't see how I'll ever feel better is the gist and summary of it. Is 2015 over yet?