I feel like I can't function the past few days, I'd say since about Friday or Saturday. I am filled with so much anger. Just pure rage and anger and then despair and hopelessness. I don't know what to do. I know I'm taking it out on my husband. I feel like a shit mom to my daughter. I'm not mean to her or anything, but I'm just going through the motions. I'm barely surviving my days at work.
I just want to disappear. I want to hide or run away or just be gone. I hate waking up in the morning, yet I have trouble going to bed at night. I have so much hate and bitterness in my heart it consumes it and I don't know why I feel this way or how to make it go away.