At first I didn't like that. I initially planned to take the day off, but I can't because of days and money. So I was just planning on doing something after work, now I have the appt and so time is limited. Part of me is like who the hell cares? They were never ever going to be born that day. My c/s was scheduled for 10/6 and that's assuming I even made it to 38 weeks. The date means nothing, they are as dead on the 20th as they are today. It's just a date. They were born in May anyways. The other part of me just wanted something.
I only have one person IRL that I can really talk to about them. So, I guess the appt is good since I can talk to the counselor about them that day. I dunno. Just feeling very lost. Because I had to mention a lot of things yesterday I have a lot of emotion floating through me.
I don't know how I feel about her. I didn't get a bad vibe. I guess we'll see.
RE consult tomorrow and then waiting for the tests to come in. I need an u/s for my kidney at the end of this month too, just to make sure it looks normal.