For years my life was about infertility. I made friends through a community and felt like there was a commonality. Now with loss I feel alone. Like no one understands. I have almost no one to talk to. People who were my friends rallied with me at the beginning, but every day I feel less support. On the EDD hardy anyone reached out to me, including other loss mom's.
I don't know what to think or what to do. I might ice my FB after Halloween until Thanksgiving and just post pics of Katie or maybe just screw it all together. I never thought of myself as the kind to deactivate my account. Maybe just create a new account for those I want to keep up with since I lose messenger when I deactivate. I don't know. I just feel I give more support than I get and I'm usually fine with it, but I'm having very hard days and feeling like very few understand or care.
I also GO a few BBC groups I might step down from and maybe quit that too. I just don't know.
Maybe it's just a perception and not reality. I don't know anymore.