The BFP won't show up on a digi yet, but I'll do one before my beta. This leads me to my beta. My beta is Wednesday 1/27. A year ago on that date I had my IUI, that's when I conceived Emma and Chase. There's a lot mixed in there with that.
I told DH today. Katie is OBSESSED with Barney. This is one of the songs that comes on a lot.
I had Katie paint this and I added the words and Katie and I have it to DH today since ti's his birthday. He's ecstatic.
I'm having so many thoughts and feelings and they all contradict each other. I'm trying to go one moment at a time. I'm still in counseling and I'll tell her tomorrow and that should help.
To everyone who's been there, your support, your prayers, everything have meant so much. I'm still going to need them. I want to post more, but I'm honestly just everywhere right now.