I'm feeling better. As I was typing my last blog post I was crying. When I finished I let myself cry and feel everything I was feeling. I did deep breathing, like my therapist keeps reminding me to do. I was okay, I felt better, back to "myself". Gonna continue taking care of myself with a relaxing bath and just taking it easy tonight.
This evening Katie, DH, and I went to scope out an area I thought might be perfect for the twins memorial on Memorial Day. We thought it was very peaceful, serene, and just perfect. As we were leaving I saw a rainbow. I'd say Emma and Chase agree. <3