I'm 18w6d, the same gestation I was when Emma was born. Tomorrow will be the same as when Chase was born. It's hard to explain how I feel.
I had my anatomy scan with Mary this morning and he/she is doing wonderful. Everything looks good and in general it's been a good pregnancy so far. I'm feeling more and more optimistic about bringing Mary home.
However, I do think about my twins. Wish they'd gotten this level of support, of help. They'd be here. I'm trying not to just stay stuck on that because I can't change it, but it still hurts. It's hard to explain, it's a lot of emotions.
So, here's a shot of Mary from today. Gender reveal on Saturday. I'll be sure to share.