I was doing better earlier in the day, but as the day went on yesterday I just got more and more sad as I focused on all the different parts of my pregnancy with Ivy. I was not a good mom to him. A year ago today I was helping Katie paint a rainbow for DH's bday to tell him I was expecting. I was only 11 dpiui, had just noticed the line get darker the day before and was anxious and unsure, but it was his bday and I wanted to make it special.
Just thinking about Ivy and struggling with the kind of mom I was.